watched a show today ^^
filling my head with lots of things.
i love my family. ^^
i love them for their courage
i love them for their strength
i love them for their love
i love them for who they are.


i love this chinese saying , mei pa ma de hai zi , bi qi ta de hai zi jian qiang yong gan ...
and in darkness, there's love. you'll juz hav to realise and ting the light bulb yourself. lols.


i feel lucky.
i'm diff frm her. i smile, i laugh, i hang around.
watever happens, it's past already. of coz it does haunt you. overcome it?
lols. run away easier. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeessss!


i have a goal. found it on my way to shatec.
i miss home. ^^
for my family therefore i'm strong. i learn to self believe.
everything's gonna be alright. you can do it fiona. they love mi i know, thou they nv say it out.
courage, strength, faith .


next time when ya really siao. think. think deeply. there will be an imaginary courage and strength for u to step forward. that's how we are in life. taking steps overcoming ourselves each and every now and then.


girls rules. that's my family. self protection, sensitive, weird, temper, independent, needs lots and lots lots lots lots of PAMPER weeeeeeeesss! ^^




deep inside.. i know, i'm blessed..

today's my one year anni.
today is also the day the longest time taken for mi to go home.
i wonder.. is there someone esle , some other couples celebrating the same event as me..
it is perhaps one of the happiest moment of any girl's life. 1st one year anni in life. ha..
an anni that doesnt have any dinner, any present, any suprise, any touching moments..
got off at jurong east, i sat down at the platform watching trains passing by.. missed.. missed.. missed.. everyday people are taking trains to places , to destinations. till they had long forgotten to treasure their needs, for granted..
i've long forgotten how does a touching moment felt like.

how having a normal nice dinner felt like.

how a heart felt smile like.

yep. i'm feeling it. the bad side of puppy love.

how does it feel to be standing beside ur boy and he's looking at other girl's butt.

how does it feel when he tells u that he's bringing his fren go tour geylang.

how does it feel when he's gonna hav dinner with his fren instead of u.

how does it feel on ur anni , ur boy's going to another country......


walking aimlessly i ended up at shaza's block. ended up walking one big round back home. should i be feeling so shed.. i donno y but it really hurts. i was nv like that.


today's my 1st one yr anni after 18 exs. no dinner, any present, any surprise, any touching moments... i'm here at home.. having instants noodles at 930pm.. and my boy's on his way to jb..

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS~~~

so damn long nv blog le =x , sorry guys!!!
know everybody miss mi right (^.^)
haiz, bloody sch reopen le. 1st day project come le. knb eh. curse curse curse!
today siong sia. brk time like shit like tt. goodnesss~ damn the ya men so hot. curse curse curse!
all new subjects . spend money again (T.T) qian bu gou yong~ curse curse curse!
well... 2 years nia. thou curse lai curse qu, after that will miss these 2 years damn lotsssss.
sooooo.. ENJOY WHILE I CAN MAN. SCHOOL LIFE ^^ .

haiz.. miss home..
maybe coz getting old le. donno y suddenly miss home alot..
didnt wanna come back after the holiday...
during the holidays, grandma went sg relative's house stay. suddenly i'm all alone at home.. suddenly miss my grandma's voice. i miss all the sounds at home. cant bear to lose any of my family members. be it my damn father who donno where he is or my cute s-bro whom i've not seen longlong time. haiz..
now i know how my mum n grandma felt when i come back sg. or say it simple, when i'm not at home. haiz.. home home home...........
during the holidays celebrated my grandma's birthday at a far far away resort. ^^
dressed up mei mei sui sui hahas for all my relative to see I'M A BIG GIRL ALREADY XD
but ehh. kinda weird.. got free lunch then everyone come. when chinese new year all donno fly where knn one. new yr oso nv see so many of them bo ang bao one. got free hao liao then all come. knb de. some of them i nv even see b4 in my whole 19 life. idiot one.. but anyway. grandma's happy =)) smile n smile n smile. she walk oso dunwan tak her guai zhang sia. lols..
poor my boy have to stand right at the side when taking photos coz he too tall le (-.-)'' while i stand in the middle in front with my family.. =x haiz. miss home..



requested to go back jb stay ... mum only reply one word.. "SIAO" =((
haiz, somemore now timetable so crump so the fucking early start class cannot even back n fro after weekends. knb eh. want go home oso cannot lik tt. kns.

hopefully i'll do good best excellent for this sem. EVERYBODY JIA YOU OK!!!!
we can do it~ we can do it~ we can do it~ WEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSS~ ^^

to jessjess&annini hahas~. i blog le weeeeeeeeeeeessss~~~!

today is not a happy day...
i know i aint pretty aint rich.. hints are stabbing me.
i'm sorry if i've done anything tt annoys you guys..

i really am.. sorry..

face to face with it again..
what is wrong with me.. that made you guys this way..
dont tok abt it behind , say it to me.

i'll shut up..

weeeeeeeeeeeeessssssssssss!!
it's almost done now, jus few tiny winy things to beauty it.
it does look kinda dull but no choice no time + lazy do and do and do and do~

lalalas~
miss my boy =(
now slacking at bb , alone at home somemore =( scarey ..
i got new mosqi bites again! damn those mosqis leaving scars all over my disfigured legss ! =(
sis brought lots of things for me ! so happy~ ^^ the oil sucker paper , new bag , new face cleanser , wild berry skittles weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesssss~~~~~~
happyhappy~ *dancing fionaa* hehes


didnt get to go drinking with my msia frenz.. onli yamcha nia.
haiz.. miss them now =( we have all the laughs in the world! with all the catching ups and there goes my bf to irene's bf -.-'' the 2 of them totally forgot abt us ! like in their tiny little car world.
-_____________-'' stupid guys. miss miss miss miss miss~


of coz i do miss my sch darlingsss! =) when are we going drinking ar? weeeeeeeesss~ then we'll see blabla doing shows~ heees sorry guys i couldnt get the donuts.... =( i went at 11am but ALL SOLD OUT GOODNESS FUCK ONE. =( NVM! next time i go back i earlyearly go buy! 8am stand otuside the patheic tiny shop and wait! i'll overshoot those stupid chocolate ppl and buy ahead of them! weeeeeeeeeeeesss~


miss me rightsssS? ^^
miss my voice miss my cuteie face miss my childishnessssss and my weeeeeeeeeeeeesssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!! LOLSS

cya guys in sch tml!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MUACKSSS !

i'll hurry up on my frenster too! GONNA GET A LAPPY SOON WEEEEEEEEESSSS!

weeeeeeeeeeeeeesss

fionaafionaaaa

watched a show today ^^
filling my head with lots of things.
i love my family. ^^
i love them for their courage
i love them for their strength
i love them for their love
i love them for who they are.


i love this chinese saying , mei pa ma de hai zi , bi qi ta de hai zi jian qiang yong gan ...
and in darkness, there's love. you'll juz hav to realise and ting the light bulb yourself. lols.


i feel lucky.
i'm diff frm her. i smile, i laugh, i hang around.
watever happens, it's past already. of coz it does haunt you. overcome it?
lols. run away easier. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeessss!


i have a goal. found it on my way to shatec.
i miss home. ^^
for my family therefore i'm strong. i learn to self believe.
everything's gonna be alright. you can do it fiona. they love mi i know, thou they nv say it out.
courage, strength, faith .


next time when ya really siao. think. think deeply. there will be an imaginary courage and strength for u to step forward. that's how we are in life. taking steps overcoming ourselves each and every now and then.


girls rules. that's my family. self protection, sensitive, weird, temper, independent, needs lots and lots lots lots lots of PAMPER weeeeeeeesss! ^^




deep inside.. i know, i'm blessed..

today's my one year anni.
today is also the day the longest time taken for mi to go home.
i wonder.. is there someone esle , some other couples celebrating the same event as me..
it is perhaps one of the happiest moment of any girl's life. 1st one year anni in life. ha..
an anni that doesnt have any dinner, any present, any suprise, any touching moments..
got off at jurong east, i sat down at the platform watching trains passing by.. missed.. missed.. missed.. everyday people are taking trains to places , to destinations. till they had long forgotten to treasure their needs, for granted..
i've long forgotten how does a touching moment felt like.

how having a normal nice dinner felt like.

how a heart felt smile like.

yep. i'm feeling it. the bad side of puppy love.

how does it feel to be standing beside ur boy and he's looking at other girl's butt.

how does it feel when he tells u that he's bringing his fren go tour geylang.

how does it feel when he's gonna hav dinner with his fren instead of u.

how does it feel on ur anni , ur boy's going to another country......


walking aimlessly i ended up at shaza's block. ended up walking one big round back home. should i be feeling so shed.. i donno y but it really hurts. i was nv like that.


today's my 1st one yr anni after 18 exs. no dinner, any present, any surprise, any touching moments... i'm here at home.. having instants noodles at 930pm.. and my boy's on his way to jb..

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS~~~

so damn long nv blog le =x , sorry guys!!!
know everybody miss mi right (^.^)
haiz, bloody sch reopen le. 1st day project come le. knb eh. curse curse curse!
today siong sia. brk time like shit like tt. goodnesss~ damn the ya men so hot. curse curse curse!
all new subjects . spend money again (T.T) qian bu gou yong~ curse curse curse!
well... 2 years nia. thou curse lai curse qu, after that will miss these 2 years damn lotsssss.
sooooo.. ENJOY WHILE I CAN MAN. SCHOOL LIFE ^^ .

haiz.. miss home..
maybe coz getting old le. donno y suddenly miss home alot..
didnt wanna come back after the holiday...
during the holidays, grandma went sg relative's house stay. suddenly i'm all alone at home.. suddenly miss my grandma's voice. i miss all the sounds at home. cant bear to lose any of my family members. be it my damn father who donno where he is or my cute s-bro whom i've not seen longlong time. haiz..
now i know how my mum n grandma felt when i come back sg. or say it simple, when i'm not at home. haiz.. home home home...........
during the holidays celebrated my grandma's birthday at a far far away resort. ^^
dressed up mei mei sui sui hahas for all my relative to see I'M A BIG GIRL ALREADY XD
but ehh. kinda weird.. got free lunch then everyone come. when chinese new year all donno fly where knn one. new yr oso nv see so many of them bo ang bao one. got free hao liao then all come. knb de. some of them i nv even see b4 in my whole 19 life. idiot one.. but anyway. grandma's happy =)) smile n smile n smile. she walk oso dunwan tak her guai zhang sia. lols..
poor my boy have to stand right at the side when taking photos coz he too tall le (-.-)'' while i stand in the middle in front with my family.. =x haiz. miss home..



requested to go back jb stay ... mum only reply one word.. "SIAO" =((
haiz, somemore now timetable so crump so the fucking early start class cannot even back n fro after weekends. knb eh. want go home oso cannot lik tt. kns.

hopefully i'll do good best excellent for this sem. EVERYBODY JIA YOU OK!!!!
we can do it~ we can do it~ we can do it~ WEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSS~ ^^

to jessjess&annini hahas~. i blog le weeeeeeeeeeeessss~~~!

today is not a happy day...
i know i aint pretty aint rich.. hints are stabbing me.
i'm sorry if i've done anything tt annoys you guys..

i really am.. sorry..

face to face with it again..
what is wrong with me.. that made you guys this way..
dont tok abt it behind , say it to me.

i'll shut up..

weeeeeeeeeeeeessssssssssss!!
it's almost done now, jus few tiny winy things to beauty it.
it does look kinda dull but no choice no time + lazy do and do and do and do~

lalalas~
miss my boy =(
now slacking at bb , alone at home somemore =( scarey ..
i got new mosqi bites again! damn those mosqis leaving scars all over my disfigured legss ! =(
sis brought lots of things for me ! so happy~ ^^ the oil sucker paper , new bag , new face cleanser , wild berry skittles weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesssss~~~~~~
happyhappy~ *dancing fionaa* hehes


didnt get to go drinking with my msia frenz.. onli yamcha nia.
haiz.. miss them now =( we have all the laughs in the world! with all the catching ups and there goes my bf to irene's bf -.-'' the 2 of them totally forgot abt us ! like in their tiny little car world.
-_____________-'' stupid guys. miss miss miss miss miss~


of coz i do miss my sch darlingsss! =) when are we going drinking ar? weeeeeeeesss~ then we'll see blabla doing shows~ heees sorry guys i couldnt get the donuts.... =( i went at 11am but ALL SOLD OUT GOODNESS FUCK ONE. =( NVM! next time i go back i earlyearly go buy! 8am stand otuside the patheic tiny shop and wait! i'll overshoot those stupid chocolate ppl and buy ahead of them! weeeeeeeeeeeesss~


miss me rightsssS? ^^
miss my voice miss my cuteie face miss my childishnessssss and my weeeeeeeeeeeeesssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!! LOLSS

cya guys in sch tml!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MUACKSSS !

i'll hurry up on my frenster too! GONNA GET A LAPPY SOON WEEEEEEEEESSSS!

weeeeeeeeeeeeeesss

fionaafionaaaa