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Monday, July 14, 2008
1 year anni... / 6:12 AM
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today's my one year anni.
today is also the day the longest time taken for mi to go home.
i wonder.. is there someone esle , some other couples celebrating the same event as me..
it is perhaps one of the happiest moment of any girl's life. 1st one year anni in life. ha..
an anni that doesnt have any dinner, any present, any suprise, any touching moments..
got off at jurong east, i sat down at the platform watching trains passing by.. missed.. missed.. missed.. everyday people are taking trains to places , to destinations. till they had long forgotten to treasure their needs, for granted..
i've long forgotten how does a touching moment felt like.

how having a normal nice dinner felt like.

how a heart felt smile like.

yep. i'm feeling it. the bad side of puppy love.

how does it feel to be standing beside ur boy and he's looking at other girl's butt.

how does it feel when he tells u that he's bringing his fren go tour geylang.

how does it feel when he's gonna hav dinner with his fren instead of u.

how does it feel on ur anni , ur boy's going to another country......


walking aimlessly i ended up at shaza's block. ended up walking one big round back home. should i be feeling so shed.. i donno y but it really hurts. i was nv like that.


today's my 1st one yr anni after 18 exs. no dinner, any present, any surprise, any touching moments... i'm here at home.. having instants noodles at 930pm.. and my boy's on his way to jb..